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07 November 2009 @ 01:25 pm
Good old days...  
Winter in Moscow,it reminds good old days,that lost forever.But it is not bad i learned a lot for this term.Investigated the power of silence and secrecy,how to keep away raw even from myself.Nevertheless some basic things did not change,sometimes its is seems that they will never do so.All sentimental character from now on is under a big shell of illusional toughness.It may me think that one this shell will never allow anybody to its containment.This ability even harm my closest friends,making them if not disappear,but to turn their back on me.And only one man is guilty for that it is me.Seeing nothing but technological progress,i almost make myself blind to any beauties of outside world(friendship,love and honest were replaced by wealth and emptiness,not that one,that can obviously be seen,but that one,that destroys human mind once and forever very slowly and secretly to its host.I apologies,i really do,my old part know for what,for caring nothing,but myself.But new one see that the the world staring apart with these sins,it is typical for modern society.This way we all gonna be sooner o it r later,but it has no mercy,it will spread through our lives and we will do nothing to stop this.This is the way is gonna be,luxury has eaten our flash from toes to head,technological process makes invent more and more money in future,claiming immortality as it gift.This is the i am,old days scars made me so,and i see there is no turning back,there is no escape.I am already in its bottom and no can do anything to change.I am already lost in its web.And until it serve that filthy society(the only it is left, i will not be free this terror of my own self.All that left from that man you knew i was inside this shell give apologies for that behavior,but its a dead end for me.

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redmarisharedmarisha on November 7th, 2009 01:34 pm (UTC)
транслейт плиз:)
Мужчины считают виноватыми себя во всем, что происходит,а женщины винят кого угодно только не себя)

voodoocoptervoodoocopter on November 7th, 2009 01:56 pm (UTC)
Eto budet slowno perevesti t.k u menj net ruskogo:(.No 4to-nit' pridumau)
lizo4ka_taranda on November 8th, 2009 07:33 am (UTC)
There are people who dont care about any freaky shells you built as an illusion of your personal reticence; they love u and know you better than whoever. They take your rules of the game and turn there backs on you. But it changes nothing between u and them. Besides, sometimes there backs not to bad)

So,better leave your "Soulless text", if u understand whatta mean, to the others.)
voodoocoptervoodoocopter on November 17th, 2009 02:38 pm (UTC)
I do not expect you to accept or decline my behavior and myself.I only expressed the way i am changing.You know the i was,right now i'am not the same person.That consequences is not so obvious,i think.You know prehistory of mine,but the end i even i don't know.But i have a feeling,that it won't be a happy end,never in a million years...(
voodoocoptervoodoocopter on November 17th, 2009 02:41 pm (UTC)
spelling occasions:
*the way i was* not *the i was*
*that consequences are* not IS
two times *I* on 5th sentence.
lizo4ka_taranda on November 8th, 2009 07:38 am (UTC)
In addition, it took me 15minutes to recollect me livejournal's password, I hate u)